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Monday, July 26, 2010

Glee Cast - I'll Stand By You



Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
Don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you


I love this song so much especially during the time when I'm feeling bad.
In our real world,it's impossible for us to escape from the moment of disappointing or gasping,perhaps.
Yet, when I listen to this so and think of many people are still supporting me out there, I am more confident to continue my pathway.

累了

也忘了是从什么时候开始,一切东西突然变得那么的力不从心。
感觉上有很多事情该做的,可是却始终不愿意去面对。
累了,哭了,睡了,希望明天自己还是好好的。

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

if...

If I have a second chance, I wouldn't stay here anymore. Doing the kinda pointless thing sometimes really making me feel like really need a quit. I do not know why I made such an idiot decision before.After having hell's life for the previous few days,say frankly,I cannot withstand it anymore. No one I can blame to. Please give me a break, I'm suffocating.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

我与数字的秘密关系

当我1个人的时候,原来我还是会害怕寂寞的。

曾经听过很有意思的一句话:没有一百分的另一半,却有五十分的2个人。

如果可以的话,我希望我的每日3餐可以吃得再健康一些。减少糖份,减少脂肪,对自己再好一些。

我家里有四个姐妹,因此从小就被亲戚朋友称为“4千金”。

不知道为什么,有一段时期还蛮喜欢5月天的歌的。因此,前一阵子当老姐拿到五月天免费演唱会入门票时,还羡慕了蛮久的。

我家有6个成员,总觉得“6”这各数字还挺吉利的。六六大顺嘛,嘻嘻。

《不能说的秘密》是一部我曾经看过不下7次的电影。

8月是大学毕业的季节。2013年的8月将会轮到我领毕业证书了。到时我会变成什么样了呢?

在我三年级,也既是9岁的时候,我做了一个很大的决定,而从此改变了我的人生。那就是我决定了要跳级,直升上五年级。

曾经有人跟我说过,不可能每件事都是可以10全十美的。因此,我学会了什么叫作“知足”。

中五那年在SPM中考得11个A应该是令我父母感到最光荣的事吧。

从小到大,不晓得为什么,总是偏爱12月。可能是因为十二月相等于假期吧。只可惜马来西亚没有十二月的冬天。

每天下午13.00是我最想睡觉的时刻,因为刚吃完午餐嘛。很“猪”的生活作习。

别人说,“14”是一个很不吉利的数字。可是没办法啊,我的matric number的确是14 号咧!

如果可以的话,我希望今年的农历八月15可以和家人一起过节。毕竟每逢佳节倍思亲,也希望自己可以多陪陪家人。

16岁中学毕业后拥有了人生中的第一份工作,那就是一个人到云顶酒店当了两个多月的telephone operator。回想起来,不竟惊叹当初的那一份勇气。是它让我学会了很多,很多。

在 Penang matriculation college念书的那段日子总让我很怀念,即使班上的人数从30个缩减到剩下17个。

如果有一天,我可以抛下任何东西,不顾一切地到希腊的Santorini Island环岛旅行18天,会是多么的好。

不经不觉,我已经19岁了。再多一年就要走完人生的第二个十年了。人生还有多少个十年?把握当下,珍惜拥有。

Thursday, July 15, 2010

When I need you - Rod Stewart

Like this song so much recently...=)

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
It’s only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hand and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can’t take the place of your smile
But you know I won’t be traveling forever
It’s cold out but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you baby
It’s only a heart beat away

It’s not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that’s a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out so hold out and do like I do

When I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I close my eyes
I hold out my hand and I’ve got you darlin’
It’s only a heart beat away
Now listen
When I need you darlin’
I hold you, feel ya
Give it to me baby

And I miss ya baby
Just close my eyes and I’m with you
And I need you tonight
You know it’s only a heart beat away

when I need you

Sunday, July 11, 2010

少了一个人,却多了一份寂寞

开学了,回到宿舍了。
踏进大门,发现人多了,可是熟悉的脸孔却少了。
认识的人很少,不认识的人很多。
热闹少了,寂寞却多了。
难掩心中的惆怅,需要花一段时间让自己重新适应。

My achievements during holiday

After having two months plus semester break, it’s time for me to summarize up what I had done in this long period of time. Say frankly, I didn’t do much thing in this holiday and most of the time I was just “goyang”, here are something that can be considered as meaningful (I guess).
1. Stay back one week for MMK (10th May 2010-16th May 2010)
It was in the second week of my holiday. In the beginning, due to the reason of laziness, I felt so reluctant to get back KL, especially when I reached the place that we gonna stay for whole week. The old lift, dark corridor…were making me have a wrong perception that the place was the background of a horror movie. Luckily, everything was just fine and one week was passed so fast. Without much noticing, the stay back week was ended already.
2. Tioman vacation with Kee Cheong!! (26th May 2010-28th May 2010)
Needless to say, it was a really good vacation that I ever had. Although I was the one who had this idea came out during study week, Kee Cheong was the one who planned all those things. From Pangkor Island to Tioman Island… Without a doubt, he did really much for it just simply due to the reason- I wished to have a beach vacation so much. Hehe. I will keep it as a permanent memory, even after ten years =)
3. MMK t-shirt dealing stuffs…gan cheong!!! (29th May 2010-31st May 2010)
After getting back from the Tioman trip, I had to push myself to settle the t-shirt stuff already. From waiting the design to be done to dealing with the printing shop boss, it was a really good experience for me to learn. Since it was the first time for me to do those kinds of thing, I was so worried of being cheated by the people there. =p
“Boss, cannot cut down the price more meh?”
“Cannot la… very cheap already… we didn’t earn much leh…”
Luckily, after a lot of “oh-my-god-s”, everything had been settled down now. Phew…
4. My first cookies, aha!!!
Perhaps, due to the reason of being too free at home, finally I had an idea to bake some cookies that day. By following the recipe, I made it a success!!! Haha, I felt so proud of myself that time. Starting from that day, I will add “bakery” as one of my talents, hehe.
Here is my recipe (not created by me), actually it’s just so simple… =)

5. My 19th birthday (10th June 2010)
For this one, I really have to thank to Kee Cheong for coming to my hometown and celebrating with me. It was just so sweet and I think it’ll bring me a smile when I recall it back in future. Other than that, I also have to thank to my friend Yan Mun for baking a birthday cake for me. Love it so much.
6. My 2 days 1 night Ipoh trip (17th June 2010-18th June 2010)
Since Kee Cheong had visited my parents, thus I went to Ipoh to visit his parents too. For sure, I had gained a few pounds on my weight after getting back from Ipoh as I ate too many foods in those two days. Keep fit? Hehe, afterwards la…=p
7. Green Lung workshop (23th June 2010-25th June 2010)
Say frankly, I admit that I went this workshop was purposely for my RM50 deposit and just to have fun. Yet, it was not too bad actually for having the first try on flying fox as well as a lot of challenging games. Haha, if possible, I hope that the organizers can reduce the slot for talks in future… =p
8. Finished reading two books
To show that I was not just keep eating, sleeping and goyang-ing in the whole holiday (actually I was), so I had decided to read two books in the second month of holiday. One is “Up and out” by Ariella Papa and another one is “听说”, which was written, based on a movie.
9. A small accident in my hometown
Ahem, I have to declare that, it’s not something that made me proud of. I don’t think I have to explain how it was happened here; I can only say that it’s my fault actually. Feel guiltier especially when my dad needed to pay RM300++ as reparation and another RM300++ to repair our own car. Damn!!
10. Well spent with my family
Last but not least, it’s the utmost important thing for me. Home, is somewhere that has no stress, no sadness but only happiness. I can talk nonsense there, teasing each other without much worry. I always believe that “家是永远的避风港”.

The coming semester is going to be tough for me, especially the seven core subjects with uncountable tests as well as the marketing stuffs of MMK. Perhaps, I need to have the “frog spirit”, that is being able to survive both in water and land. I need to survive both in my course as well as MMK. “If you think you can, then you can.” Hopefully I can.